Antonia Gonzales

"Be content with what you have."

Antonia Gonzales at 1 year in San Antonio, Texas.

San Antonio, Texas

October 22, 2008

Ann Marie Hernandez

Palo Alto College

History 1302 - Fall 2008

 

INTRODUCTION
TRANSCRIPTION
ANALYSIS
TIMELINE
BIBLIOGRAPHY

 

INTRODUCTION

Antonia Gonzales was born on March 10th, 1924 to Manuel and Rita Gonzales in San Antonio, Texas. Antonia was the oldest of ten children. Unfortunately, five of her siblings passed at a young age. They became very ill at a time when medical attention was hard to come by. Antonia began attending school at Frank Johnson Elementary. She then went on to Lanier which at the time was a middle school and a high school combined. In 1939, at the age of 15, Antonia was faced with the obligation to drop out of school for the reason that she would begin working to help her family with their finances. She began taking care of two young Russian boys. After turning 18, Antonia began working for the National Youth Administration. At the age of 24, Antonia was diagnosed with
Tuberculosis. She would then spend almost the next full year in San Angelo, Texas for treatment and was to be kept in quarantine. After treatment, she returned back home to San Antonio where she would continue her healing process. Antonia began turning her attention to her spiritual beliefs and spent most of her time at church or reading the Bible. Throughout her life, Antonia would also spend a lot of her time taking care of her family. She mostly took care of her mother during the times she was ill. Because of this, she would carry out all of the chores in and around the house. Antonia took care of her mother for many years to come until the day her mother would eventually pass. Today, Antonia resides with her sister, Rita Garcia, at the same house that she was raised as a young girl, in the westside region of San Antonio.

 

 

TRANSCRIPTION

What was your childhood like? What would you do for fun?
Well, I really don't remember too much but I do remember being behind my mom to see how she would cook so that I could learn how to cook. This was when I was about 11 years old. Since I was the oldest, I wanted to learn how to do these things because whenever she was sick, I was the one that would take over.

What was school like for you as a child?
I had graduated to the eighth grade and had passed to grade nine but had only gone through half of it. Then, vacation came and I started working at a house taking care of two little boys. It was a Russian family that they were from. I got paid three dollars each Sunday doing that. I did not go back to school in September. I just kept on working.

While in school, did you ever experience any kind of segregation or discrimination?
Well I only remember that they would advise us to speak English outside in the yard and everywhere around the school. They told us not to speak Spanish. Only in Spanish class were we able to speak Spanish.

Antonia Gonzales in 1949 at the age of 25 in San Antonio, Texas

Describe your life during the Great Depression. What do you remember from it and how did it affect you the most?
Well, I know I remember there were no jobs. People would go out and look for jobs but could not find anything. People would go to a place that was called "The White House" or "La Casa Blanca". They had an unemployment office there and that's where everybody would go to find work. From there, they would give you some addresses to different places to see if that place would hire you. My daddy could not find a job. From what he could do, there was no work that would hire him. Then he got the best job that he had ever had at the Pearl Brewery Company. It was the job that paid the best at that time. He lasted there 19 years. He would work in the garage and take the beer by hand from the big trucks and deliver them to where they would order from. When he wasn't working there, he would work seasonally at the compress. They would deliver big barrels of cotton from the train that my dad would unload. He would get paid 15 dollars a week and that was good in those days because everything was cheap. We would buy a dollar of groceries that my mom would manage to buy a lot with.

Did your family receive any government aid during the Depression?
No, we didn't receive any help. My daddy was a hard working man. He would take any job that they would give him so that we could have money. My momma knew how to save. She dealt with what we were given and what we had. She always made sure there was food on the table. She would even make me and my sisters' dresses. She would buy the material and without a pattern, sew our dresses.

What other jobs did you have when you were growing up?
I worked for the National Youth Administration. You had to be 18 to work there. I worked there for a whole year. They were located near me off of Laredo Street but moved over to a place that, at the time was called, the Exposition Grounds, which was out of my way and very far. There, they would teach us how to sew and to use power machines. They were all girls that worked in that area but they had another place for boys. They would teach the boys how to do wood work. After that, I started working at a t at Fort Sam Laundromat during WWII. Most of the clothes that they would send there would be from the soldiers of the war. I started out folding clothes but then they put me in the back where I took care of four markers. They would mark the serial number of each solider on the uniform. I would take about 60 to 65 bags of uniforms that were in a basket. Those bags would last me all day, from seven to three.

What would you use for transportation during this time?
Well at first I would have to take the bus very early to make it to work on time. Then I met two girls that worked there with me. They would get a ride from their father so they offered to take me too. They would come around before seven o'clock because at seven we would start working. I would then pay them when I would get paid.

How did you and your family manage when someone would become ill?
Well, my momma would always suffer of varicose veins so she would have to rest a lot for that. I always took care of her and everyone else in the family. There was a time when my mother got sick when I was working so I had to leave my job to take care of her. It was after that when I was about 24, I went to the doctor and they found a spot on my right lung that turned out to be Tuberculosis. The doctor found a cavity that was the size of a pea. He decided to arrange for me to go to a hospital that they had in San Angelo, Texas. I had to fill out papers and then wait to go until they had a bed for me there. It wasn't too long. It was a month that I had to wait. My daddy went with me after receiving the papers telling me that I could go. We took the Greyhound bus and it took us eight hours to get there. We left at seven o'clock in the morning and got there around two or three in the afternoon. When he saw that I was okay there, he came back home. When I first got there, they made us take a shower to make sure we were clean and our hair was clean. They had us then stay at the dormitory where they had beds lined up. I remember it was in November and that room was very cold. Pretty soon after that they had sent me to the hospital that was in the same complex. I had the best care there because each person had their own room and we had our own privacy. Everyone there was being treated for Tuberculosis. It was a type of quarantine. I had to stay there for nine months. Every three months they would check us and give us x-rays but I was almost ten months over there. I only saw my daddy two times when I was there. I couldn't see my family. My mom would write me and I would write back. Juanita, my friend, and a lady from the missionary church would write to me. I had a lot of encouragement with those letters. I didn't think about taking my bible though. I would have had a lot of time to read. They also would bring in a man from a barber shop that would come in to wash our hair for us because they didn't want us doing a lot of exercise or put stress on ourselves.

What was the treatment for the Tuberculosis?
It was mostly bed rest. They also injected me with gas. I felt a lot of pain when they would inject me. They would sort of blow you up. Then they found out that it was getting worse so they stopped that right away. So while I was there, I didn't take any medication. It was mostly bed rest. The doctor that was treating me there gave me three names of specialist of lung diseases that were back in San Antonio. So when I came back I started going to the one I had chosen. There they would give me an injection once a week that cost me fifteen dollars each time. They would also have what they called a fluoroscope. It was like an x-ray that would check my lungs. I did that for quite a while.

Did you receive any financial help for any of the treatments?
When I was in San Angelo, they paid for everything. I think that the families that had the money would pay but they paid for everything with me. They never treated me differently. They treated me very well when I was there. When I was here, I had to pay for the treatment each week.

Is there anything that you regret doing or not doing throughout your life?
I regret not staying in school. I always thought to at least graduate from high school but times were hard and I had to keep on working. Then after that was when I got sick.

Antonia Gonzales in front of her home in San Antonio, Texas - October 2008.

What would be your best advice to give to someone young that they would carry throughout their life?
Be content with what you have. Make the best of it and don't let anything get you down. I remember my dad buying lots of where we were going to live and then build the house on the lot. We never had to pay rent. We just paid taxes. I would never ask for anything. I was happy with what we had. You don't miss anything that you never had.

Ann Marie Hernandez interviewing Antonia Gonzales on October 22, 2008

 

Ann Marie Hernandez and Antonia Gonzales - October 2008

 

ANALYSIS

After doing this interview on my grandaunt, I have come to realize many things. First of all, I without doubt got a better understanding of her life and how she was able to overcome certain difficulties during the time of the Great Depression. Antonia made it very clear to me how people really had to work hard, not to get what they wanted, but to get what they needed. Naturally, this made me really reflect on the financial conditions of the U.S. today. I truly appreciate just how privileged we are to live in this day and age and have also really come to value what I encompass as an individual. I have always known what a good person my grandaunt is, but after doing this interview, I can in fact say that she is one of the most kindhearted and caring people I have known. She never put herself before anyone and she always helped those around her without hesitation. I really consider her a sort of rare individual that I will always look up to and think about when I feel like I cannot get through a certain difficult time of my own. Her strength, humble, and unselfish character indeed push me to want to carry that same spirit throughout my own life. Overall, I believe that this was a great way to not only learn about someone's past, but to learn about the history of our country. Stories that are told and the various emotions that are expressed, really give you a sense of what it would have been like to have lived in that period in time. There's no better way of learning about the history of something or someone than having it told to you straight from the person that experienced that history for themselves.

 

 

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ANNOTATED BIBLIOGRAPHY

 

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